Thoughts and What Not

So, It's been a while hasn't It?

A lot of things have changed in my life since the last time I posted here.... A LOT of things.

The biggest and probably most life affecting is the fact that I have a new Job. In fact it's not just a new job, it is a GOOD new job. I do over the phone technical support for Android Devices, Routers, Network Storage Devices, and Modems; as well as on the spot Wireless Troubleshooting for a wide variety of Hotel customers. If that isn't good enough for you, I am currently training to become a Tier 2 Technician (not the exact position but its as good a name as any) which will entail taking any and all kinds of calls that our support center receives. This is both exciting and challenging which is something I don't think I have ever had in a job before. Now don't get me wrong, this job is not perfect and I certainly don't want to work here for the rest of my life, but It is a damn good stepping stone towards the kind of Job I want and a good work experience all around.

In other news, as is alluded to in my post title, I am returning to several games that I had once abandoned. I am delving back in to the eternal realm of Vana'diel in Final Fantasy XI and I am returning to the battlefield of the Imperium in Warhammer 40,000. It is a nice change of pace from my life as of late which has pretty much been nothing but working and reading on the internet or just browsing the internet aimlessly. I mean, my life is not perfect, but for the first time in a long time I feel as if I am actually doing something instead of just treading water and it is a good feeling.

I have more things to say but I think that I will leave them to my next post and to the posts that I will make shortly in the other catagories of my Blog. So far as my updating schedule goes, I figure if nothing else I will make at least one post every Saturday evening/Sunday morning when I get off of work.

-PT


Pain is an illusion of the senses, despair an illusion of the mind

Huh, forgot about this thing, oops ^^

So, life is going reasonably well if not awesome. I have started work at AMC Cantera 30 and it is alright. It is about what you would expect from theater work which isn't necessarily a bad thing, it is nice to have reliability in your job. I have met several awesome people including Hanners whom is hanging out with Christopher and I at the Denny's as I type this hehe. I am still hunting for a better job, but at the moment I can at least pay my bills... Mostly.

I wish I would remember that this thing exists more often as it really helps me to get things out of my head and onto paper. I read so often in stories that therapists greatly recommend keeping journals as a way to deal with issues and help ones mental health. Of course for them to work you have to actually write in them more then once every three months :P

In all honesty I can't say I am very happy with where I am in life... I'm not going anywhere with my education, I have a dead end job that just barely makes ends meet... I am so confused about my faith and where I am in my life. I wish someone would just come forward with all the answers, but I know that won't happen.

/sigh

-Phil

Pain is an illusion of the senses, despair an illusion of the mind